Thoughts from Behind the Barn
Monday, November 27, 2006
Has it really been a month?
Holy Crap!!
So, here goes..
The results of my "eye opening" conversation with my friend..
I'm smitten.. she batted her eyes and smote me!!
We've been "dating" ever since and I can't express the amazing feeling of belonging and rightness..
You wouldn't even believe me..
I AM SO BLESSED!
She's working on immigrating to Canada now.. We need to find her a job! Then we can work on a home..
My friends here are happy for me, and some are even helping with the job search..
I miss her so much when she's not here.. or I'm not there.. makes for long weeks.. But the conversations are amazing, from deep mature serious adult conversation to completely silly 16year old cheesy mushy stuff.. I"M IN LOVE.. give me a break! LOL
On another note.. got my raise at work.. a whole dollar.. this is good.. Life is fitting comfortably.. finally, it's been a trial..
Well worth it.
God Bless, Peace Out..
So, here goes..
The results of my "eye opening" conversation with my friend..
I'm smitten.. she batted her eyes and smote me!!
We've been "dating" ever since and I can't express the amazing feeling of belonging and rightness..
You wouldn't even believe me..
I AM SO BLESSED!
She's working on immigrating to Canada now.. We need to find her a job! Then we can work on a home..
My friends here are happy for me, and some are even helping with the job search..
I miss her so much when she's not here.. or I'm not there.. makes for long weeks.. But the conversations are amazing, from deep mature serious adult conversation to completely silly 16year old cheesy mushy stuff.. I"M IN LOVE.. give me a break! LOL
On another note.. got my raise at work.. a whole dollar.. this is good.. Life is fitting comfortably.. finally, it's been a trial..
Well worth it.
God Bless, Peace Out..
Friday, October 27, 2006
No cheating
This time.
K, a real post.. let's see where it takes us..
Amazing how life can be rollercoasterish.
Friday last week, I was getting ready to go to Seattle to visit a good friend, my ex, our daughter and I talked (we took turns;-) and I listened to my ex as she voiced her sadness that she'd "lost" our daughter.. Cause she's happy here, and wants to stay.. Don't like to hear her say it, cause she hasn't "lost" anything.
Then I go to visit my friend, and it's an eye opening weekend.. my girl loved the zoo, the children's museum had a Clifford the Big Red Dog exhibit.. AWESOME.. and maybe one day I'll post about, my eye opening experience... but not yet.
On Monday I heard my favorite uncle is in the hospital with a "mystery" illness... Yeah.. ups and downs..
So, if you think of me, know I'm doing better than expected, and less jumbled than normal.
L8R peeps..
K, a real post.. let's see where it takes us..
Amazing how life can be rollercoasterish.
Friday last week, I was getting ready to go to Seattle to visit a good friend, my ex, our daughter and I talked (we took turns;-) and I listened to my ex as she voiced her sadness that she'd "lost" our daughter.. Cause she's happy here, and wants to stay.. Don't like to hear her say it, cause she hasn't "lost" anything.
Then I go to visit my friend, and it's an eye opening weekend.. my girl loved the zoo, the children's museum had a Clifford the Big Red Dog exhibit.. AWESOME.. and maybe one day I'll post about, my eye opening experience... but not yet.
On Monday I heard my favorite uncle is in the hospital with a "mystery" illness... Yeah.. ups and downs..
So, if you think of me, know I'm doing better than expected, and less jumbled than normal.
L8R peeps..
Monday, October 09, 2006
Happy Turkey Day
Seems a good a day to post as any..;-)
So, thanksgiving, a good day to post.
Do you know what your thankful for?
I like to think I have an inkling..
Living with my daughter, a sister who cares enough to help me get my feet under me.
A God who is patient with me.
Good friends.. I am truly blessed there.
A good job with understanding bosses.
My health,
Family that unconditionally loves me.
My "neices" (you know who you are)
The internet. Good communication tool.
The fact that my ex trusts me with our girl....
The child tax credit..*grin*
My goodness, what a list..
Anyway, that's it today.. add what you think in your comments... to what I should be thankful for I haven't mentioned..LOL
God Bless, Peace Out.
So, thanksgiving, a good day to post.
Do you know what your thankful for?
I like to think I have an inkling..
Living with my daughter, a sister who cares enough to help me get my feet under me.
A God who is patient with me.
Good friends.. I am truly blessed there.
A good job with understanding bosses.
My health,
Family that unconditionally loves me.
My "neices" (you know who you are)
The internet. Good communication tool.
The fact that my ex trusts me with our girl....
The child tax credit..*grin*
My goodness, what a list..
Anyway, that's it today.. add what you think in your comments... to what I should be thankful for I haven't mentioned..LOL
God Bless, Peace Out.
Monday, October 02, 2006
You's all gonna hate me..LOL
This was fun.. and good answer, I typically play and am now playing.. a Ranger..LOL
| Ranger You scored 47 Holy, 40 Tactful, 85 Natural, and 20 Arcane! |
| Hmm, you've got the skills, nobody can deny that. You're a hard nut to crack in a fight, you can hound an enemy like no other, you have a connection to the wilderness that borders on supernatural, and the animals back home love you. Don't be fooled by LOTR though, you are not a natural leader. In fact, you're probably a bit of a recluse, and you are reasonably rash. You gave up understanding why humans treat each other so needlessly bad a long time ago, and have just decided to do what you can for the defenseless of us by savaging the people that harm what you love. If everyone were like you this world would be a great place... but since it's not, better get back to hunting evildoers... with uncanny intensity. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Which D & D Class am I Test written by effataigus on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test |
Sunday, October 01, 2006
This was way too funny
I think it's the forehead that matches most..LOL
Friends did this, so I thought I'd try..
Friends did this, so I thought I'd try..
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Idea from a friend
Here goes.
A is for Age: 37
B is for beer of choice: Beer?? Eww!!!
C is for career: greenchain/forklift driver at sawmill
D is for your dog's name: no dog, but my cat is Murphy
E is for essential item you use everyday: computer
F is for favorite song at the moment: Coming Undone by Korn
G is for favorite game: to play? City of Heroes/City of Villains. To be active? SCA Rapier
H is for home town: Chilliwack
I is for instruments you play: guitar
J is for favorite juice: Banana Colada
K is for one thing people don't know about you: if I told you, you'd know.
L is for last hug? Daughter
M is for marriage: Divorced twice
N is for name of your last ex: Michelle..(not ex wife)
O is for overnight hospital stays: Broken cheekbone, surgery.
P is for phobias: phobias scare me.
Q is for quotation: "Seriously, all seriousness aside."
~ Lord Ayngus MacGregor
S is for status: Breathing....stressed..tired..LOL
T is for time you wake up: around 5:45 on workdays, whenever on offdays.
U is for unknown fact about you: I'm not as nice as people think.
V is for vegetables you love: Corn on the cob.
W is for worst habit: smoking.
X is for x-rays you've had: Dental, cheekbone, foot,
Y is for yummy food you make: make?? Like I have to cook?
Z is for zodiac: Taurus.. are we surprised??
So that was fun.. and it gets my post quota in for the month..LOL
L8R Peace Out
A is for Age: 37
B is for beer of choice: Beer?? Eww!!!
C is for career: greenchain/forklift driver at sawmill
D is for your dog's name: no dog, but my cat is Murphy
E is for essential item you use everyday: computer
F is for favorite song at the moment: Coming Undone by Korn
G is for favorite game: to play? City of Heroes/City of Villains. To be active? SCA Rapier
H is for home town: Chilliwack
I is for instruments you play: guitar
J is for favorite juice: Banana Colada
K is for one thing people don't know about you: if I told you, you'd know.
L is for last hug? Daughter
M is for marriage: Divorced twice
N is for name of your last ex: Michelle..(not ex wife)
O is for overnight hospital stays: Broken cheekbone, surgery.
P is for phobias: phobias scare me.
Q is for quotation: "Seriously, all seriousness aside."
~ Lord Ayngus MacGregor
S is for status: Breathing....stressed..tired..LOL
T is for time you wake up: around 5:45 on workdays, whenever on offdays.
U is for unknown fact about you: I'm not as nice as people think.
V is for vegetables you love: Corn on the cob.
W is for worst habit: smoking.
X is for x-rays you've had: Dental, cheekbone, foot,
Y is for yummy food you make: make?? Like I have to cook?
Z is for zodiac: Taurus.. are we surprised??
So that was fun.. and it gets my post quota in for the month..LOL
L8R Peace Out
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Update update update
Yah.. its been that long..
Thanks for the prayers.. Got a new job!! I make 4 bux an hour more and I don't work weekends or with crack addicts or drunks anymore......
Next news.. for those unaware.. My daughter isn't going home at the end of August.. without getting into details.. that's for coffee talk.. LOL.. we've come to the conclusion..(my ex and I) that we should see how my girl does here for the year!!!!
Can you believe it!! I'm DAD again...YAY!!
Also, my oldest.. someone I haven't talked to in over a year and a half has been exchanging emails with me!!
This summer has been UNREAL!! I am so thankful for the opportunities I've been given with my girls and with new work.. Thanks DAD!!
Now if I could just get my love life figured!!
L8R
Thanks for the prayers.. Got a new job!! I make 4 bux an hour more and I don't work weekends or with crack addicts or drunks anymore......
Next news.. for those unaware.. My daughter isn't going home at the end of August.. without getting into details.. that's for coffee talk.. LOL.. we've come to the conclusion..(my ex and I) that we should see how my girl does here for the year!!!!
Can you believe it!! I'm DAD again...YAY!!
Also, my oldest.. someone I haven't talked to in over a year and a half has been exchanging emails with me!!
This summer has been UNREAL!! I am so thankful for the opportunities I've been given with my girls and with new work.. Thanks DAD!!
Now if I could just get my love life figured!!
L8R
