Hello Been awhile, kinda distracted lately. I know you can't comment yet, but I am still learning. I will get some help from another blogger friend of mine some day.

The more this life goes on the way it is, the more I realize how little I can do to change it. I pray every day that God will either rescue me or take me home. I don't know which I would prefer either. I want so much to hold my girls again. And to know I am in His complete will again........but who knows.

Everyone in the home church I attend seems to be fighting the dark, the dryness of life........I hope that I didn't bring it with me.

Lord, you are my Rock, my Source and my Foundation. Break down the walls in my life that keep me living this way. Lord may You have sovereignity over my heart once again. Lord please, I can't fight this pain anymore. Please take it from me.

Thanks for listening.

Peace Out.  ¶ 7:23 p.m.