Things aren't getting better. Well, things aren't what can I say.

I tried to find a way to remove my wife from the truck debt and I can't unless I have a cosigner. No one I know can afford or would help me there. My debt is way higher than my income. After Rent and child support, I have 3 credit cards 2 student loans and my truck insurance and truck payment and computer payment....................lalalala..........the list goes on.

I know I made some bad choices and I am doing my best to change all this, but somehow I just get so depressed. My wife has left, and she not only has her own house, (she rents 3 rooms to University students to pay the rent, and nannies her friend's children to pay the rest and so isn't rolling in dough or anything), someone gave her a newer mini-van, and she seems to be quite content and happy without me. She is paying the minimum payments on our shared card........Thank God........and I haven't been able to send her child support yet..............MY God where are You in this?

I just want to do what is right. God's way, not my way. His time not mine. Keep praying for me, I'm still behind the barn.

Peace Out.  ¶ 3:19 p.m.