What is it now? Lots of time between calls to read and think.

Jamie has some awesome stuff at www.bechurch.net on community "building". Lots of deep insight there my brother. And those who are responding are really insightful as well. Seems there might be a little community in the works right there. ;-)

I have been praying alot lately about me. Where I'm at, and my sin and habitual behaviour. God is opening a door into counselling. (I got a call from Seven Oaks, I need to call back and make an appointment. Things just were too late when I found out, so I will try tomorrow morning.) Those things I am struggling with the most, I can't find a root for. Maybe God will reveal them to me here.

I don't seem to be enjoying life much anymore. I exist. I can be silly and crazy, and make people laugh, but most of the time it just feels hollow. I pray for His infilling Spirit to fill the empty space everyday. Your prayers in that direction are greatly appreciated. (And requested)

Anyway, God bless, Peace Out.  ¶ 5:55 p.m.