Where do we start? When does it end?
AS most of my readers know...
(what few of you I have/had since I don't write everyday anymore)...
I've been separated from my wife for about a year now.
There is a particular issue that she continues to bring up as a reason to why we can't be together..it has to do with my pentient for sexual images of woman...and not necessarily porn either...we're talking, art, music, friends, my own art, my reading, all the things that could bring about "sexual imaging" to my mind. And she's labelled it adultery..
No I know Christ said, if you think it, you've done it....I'm struggling with, where were my thoughts...
I am an artist, I draw, paint, 3D sculpt (Maya Rocks)and thus I see alot of "nude" art....do I need to write it all off as sinful.
I think the real issue she's alluding to is Lust....that I have issues with how I see women...not necessarily in images, but in my own belief system....
If that is the case, how do I change my belief system? How do I come to the place where I see all women as daughters of the most High God?
Father, reveal to me my sin here! Bring to light what is held in darkness! Sweet Jesus, free me from the burden of shame and guilt.
Thank You Father! AAAAMMMEEEENNN!!!!!
Now, open the eyes of my heart, Lord, and let me see YOU!
See ya all faithful readers!
Peace Out.
