Wow
It's been awhile....
Hey.. just sitting here realizing I haven't posted in like forever... let's catch up..
My wife has filed for divorce.... that did hurt..
She is also pregnant with the child of the man she lives with... that also hurt, but it gave me a strong sense of release...
She does plan on marrying the guy when the divorce is final.. I wish her the best.. I really don't want anything bad for her..
I got a new job... low paying but steady.. I work at a 7/11 in town, they want me to train for management as soon as possible... a job with a future.. go figure...
I'm fencing again.. have been for about a year.. love it.. and I have a tournament on the 4th.. should be interesting..
I have to work the 3rd... at midnight.. so technically the 4th.. til 8am.. a friend will pick me up at work and I will go to the tourney from there.. it's going to be tiring, but I'll make it..
My relationship with God is very strained.. I am in serious doubt as to where I stand, and what I am willing to persue with Him.. I know He's there, and I know He's inherently good, but I wonder if He really cares about where I'm at and what I'm doing.. It's kinda sad, but it's true..
My youngest is doing well, she's enjoying school, is in the church Christmas play, (she's an angel, and thinks the halo is uncomfortable..... wouldn't we all...LOL)
My oldest is growing up way fast... I miss them both.. hopefully will see them soon...
I pray for financial change.. got a job... so it's gonna be a slow change, but it's gonna...
Anyway, thats my update, hopefully I will be able to post more often... about good stuff, growth stuff and maybe, if I'm truly blessed, some happy stuff..
By the way, I feel mostly alright lately..
God bless ya all, Peace Out.
