Moving.......................sux Yeah, I know, thanks Rigel.

I will be mostly offline for awhile, with moving and working out of town for a bit... I know I don't blog regular like some of the officiando's I know, but it might just be real sporadic.

I won't be able to get online often until we get a hookup at home and my work sit...balances out.

So until then all ye faithful..

God bless and Peace Out.  ¶ 3:24 p.m.

  Well...it's Official Well, maybe it's not Officially official.

I am starting a moving company called Tessien Enterprises....Residential and Commercial moving.
I got my cell number to day and I don't know about your thoughts people, but the fact it ends in MOVE is just to cool.

I pick it up today, get some business cards done up and talk advertising with my friend who has his own company already.

My nephew wants to work for me...I like that idea, as he is a good solid worker and very strong.

God is moving in ways I can't quite put my finger on, but that's good enough for me.

Today, I was listening to Kevin Prosch's Kiss the Son...you know...when you've been broken...and can't walk into the fields of praise.
I feel like that, but the cool thing is when he sings, "but I bow down and Kiss the Son" I really meant it. "Though You slay me, I will trust You Lord." It's not the easiest place to be, but I know it's the best.

I will collect some thoughts on that at another time.

God bless you and Peace Out.  ¶ 12:19 p.m.

  The times they are a changin'!! Really?

I gave notice at work yesterday....kind of freeing, kind of scarey. Cool thing is, my super told me he's writting me up as a rehire.

Here's the deal. I have a chance to start my own business. It is primarily a moving company, but it also has carpet cleaning, pressure washing, and painting to fill space.

My super said if it doesn't work out, I can always come back... Nice sentiment. No burnt bridges. I like that.
So in the next few weeks, when you think of me pray for lots of contacts and work. LOL

After sitting on my butt in front of a computer for a year, it's going to be a bit painful at first, but I will adapt.

I am trusting He is in this, and pray it's His way of bringing about a strength of Faith for me.

God bless, Peace Out.  ¶ 10:15 a.m.

  Skype Friend of mine sent me a link to this.

It's a phone program...so if you wanna try it out go to http://www.skype.com/home.html it is free and the reception is clear.

I'm going to try it for awhile.

You will need a microphone and headset.

I might post later on some thoughts, but I'm pretty sporadic right now. LOL

God bless, Peace Out.  ¶ 12:35 p.m.

  15 Minutes 15 minutes before I leave for work today.

I feel tired, empty and alone....just feelings.
I'm definately tired..not sleeping right, but I "know" I'm filled with Him...and He is with me.

I "know" it. I just sometimes have a hard time believing it. My "newness" in Christ is feeling old, tired and worn out.

Father, fill me anew...refresh me with your light, and push out the dark.

You are the all and all Father, You are my resurrection and my life.

I'm waiting for You.

Not sure as to what to do with myself... where my purpose lies. What is my reason for continuing down this road?

You have something for me... beyond my pain, past my circumstances... light at the end of this tunnel?

Yet Oh Lord, I will do my best to Trust You.... maybe my best isn't good enough?

I want to be Yours completely and surrender all to Your gracious hand... for You do know better than I what is to come and what is to be done... I lean on Your wisdom, and ask for Your guidance.. Holy Spirit direct me today.

Peace Out, God bless.  ¶ 11:19 a.m.

  My thoughts are ascattering. Not 3 sheets....

I haven't written in awhile, and I'm sorry for that. I've been a little preoccupied.

I'm fighting serious depression...my counsellor has requested I see a doctor...I hope he's not just another pill pusher, but if it's going to help me get stable enough to deal with me.....so be it.

I was reading my last blog, and for my peeps.....nothing changes...you are still Christ to me.

I am contemplating a change in careers. Been offered a chance to own a moving company.....hard physical work, but it might just push me to get off my butt.

No deep revelations of God this time....just that I'm glad I'm still breathing..it hurts, but there's a chance things can get better.

Pray for His hand to be evident to me.

Peace Out my friends.
God bless.  ¶ 3:42 p.m.