It's Dark out here Real Dark.

Hi.

Well, those of you who have read here before know that I've been separated from my wife for a year and a half...

She now has a boyfriend...I've been praying and hoping for a miracle for my marriage, and all my hope died. I'm so broken, alone and dark.

Thoughts of escape and even death have haunted me as I try and sleep..I've also lost my business recently...no money, no love, no hope...I'm dyin' here...is this thing on??

My cynicism and sarcasm have escaped full blown, I'm burning out my friends, and I'm lost..

I need something to change..I don't know what I want, or even how to change..

My life has been dark before, but never this dark.

Prayer is empty and hopeless, I am always ready to cry, but can't....

I am so F*&^'d up, sorry no other way to put it.

Pray for me, as it doesn't seem to be that I can.

Peace Out......
  ¶ 5:09 p.m.