OH MY GOD!!!!! here we go again.

Sitting here today, 4 hours before I start work, thinking waaaaaaaaaaay to much.

I miss being married.. I miss my girls, I miss having some semblance of a pattern to the day. This whole work existence is getting to me. I don't go out, I don't see anyone, and it's driving me nuts.

There's only so much useless things a guy can do in a week before he starts to go a little bonkers. That's where I am, just sitting around going stir crazy.

Don't get me wrong, I really like my work, but there's gotta be more to existence than..............existence.

Here's to figuring it out.

L8R  ¶ 7:58 p.m.