Thoughts from Behind the Barn
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
  Left, Right??
Which way to go?????

Hey ya'all.. How's it going?
Things are moving along the way they always do.. Creditors calling, working, sleeping, working and sleeping...Ya, I agree.. little repetative..

I'm sitting here, on my day off, wondering.. What? What do I do next? How do I fix my debt? How do I continue my life, move on from where I've been?

These questions haunt me daily. I sit and wonder if I will find passion for anything again.


Went out with some friends last night.. We have a valued member of our group moving his family away.. Better work, more opportunity.. He knows he needs to do it.. But we had a farewell get together for him...

I felt displaced, and unattached.. and like I was forcing myself to be "involved". Why? What is so wrong with me I can't just be and enjoy life like I used to?

Father is still here. Walking beside me as I trudge through each day, watching my feet as I go. I want to start looking up and forward... See Him walking with me, hearing His words. I want it, and can't just force it either..

So.. if you pray.. Pray for me.. If you don't..well.. pray for me.. LOL

You all have a wonderful day.. see what you have and enjoy it all.. Appreciate it, Relish it.. Don't let go without a fight..

L8R ya'all

God Bless, Peace Out.
 
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