Lethargy...wanna change, but can't find the energy. No really, Lethargy does that.

Honest...since seeing my wife and daughter in Edmonton two weeks ago, I've been listless. Empty.
Lethargy is all I can find to describe it...I hate the feeling, I try to think different, but am drawn back into it never the less.

Conundrum....wrapped in an enigma.....Desperately wanting to change, lethargically coasting along.

I desire His passion, His purpose and His will............................................what do I do about it..

Nothing....but I need to do something...or I will end up spending my time doing nothing, until the end of time.

I miss my girls...and yes, I still miss my wife....I miss being happy, having good long laughs and hanging with Jesus...

Can't remember how I lost this.

Father, I pray right here and right now...that You make yourself known to me....Please? I desperately need You.....more than ever.

Draw me forth from this Tomb.....

"Raymond................Raymond................come forth!!!!!!!!"
I pray to hear you, to step out of this hole and remove the burial cloth....

God bless y'all, Peace Out.
  ¶ 6:55 p.m.