Here it comes..
The Somewhat Monthly Blog......;-)
Hello faithful readers.........are you still there?
it's 2 weeks till Christmas.. I haven't gone shopping.. Don't know what to get or where to get it...
Only can buy one present this year.. will go to my youngest daughter.. *shrug*.. I'll pay for that later...
I'd like to go on about the wonders of Christmas and the joy of friends and family, but Damn it, it sux.. Canned music, forced kindness, and honestly, no feeling of connection.. I can understand why this time of year the suicide rate skyrockets here.. That and Christmas Credit Debt....
No, I'm not feeling suicidal.. just mildly depressed.
Still fighting for a raise at work.. They offered me 35 cents.. 35 &%$&^$% cents.. I've been there for over a year and I add A LOT to the job, not to mention, I am the security system... I took off for a few days, and while I was gone, they got robbed again.. They only get robbed when I'm out of town.. Why is that only worth 35 &%$^%^& cents.. It makes no sense..
Problem is, I like my job, and I love the people I work with.. But I can't go on like this.. I need something to change..
Maybe I need a shugah mamma!!! Nah, I'd have other things to feel bad about then.. Including my self image........in a different angle than normal, but it'd get to me too...
I really want life to be different.. I love the people in my life.. But I need something more..
God, open my eyes.. open my heart and let me see the TRUTH!
L8R faithful readers.. Until next time...
God bless, Peace Out!
